Wednesday, April 23, 2008

what's my name again?

i really like my switch from Xanga to Blogspot. except sometimes i kind of want to try and do both... we;ll see how this goes before i try and take on Xanga at the same time.

i've been really off on my days this week. yesterday i thought it was Wednesday all day... even though i knowingly went to my TTH classes. this confusion has happened all day today as well. not to mention that i think i'm suppose to be doing something today, and i can't remember what it is. i hate when i think i'm forgetting to do something cause typically i am. i'm not so much worried about what i think i should be doing, but if i'm suppose to be doing it with someone. one of my biggest pet peeves is when people forget they're doing something with me [which adds to me feeling like i'm invisible and forgettable]. so therefore i try my darnedest not to forget that i'm doing something with someone else. typically it's not a problem... unless it's a day/week like today where i have no clue what's going on. i'm just in la la land. i just seem to be so forgetful lately. i can hardly function. it's a wonder i even know my own name...

i wish i had a machine that just printed off what was racing through my brain at all times. i would have to edit a lot of it probably, but it gets on my nerves when i have so many thoughts, and by the time i can write them down they're gone. like they never existed.

okay off to research paper land. this should be fun.

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