it would be that the one time i decided to be productive BEFORE midnight that a room in flippin-perrin catches on fire causing EVERYONE to having to evacuate. i'm just glad i already had shoes on, and let's be honest... hadn't taken my bra off cause i was about ready for bed. however, in the chaos i left all things necessary in my room. i didn't even bring out my dang phone. i honestly thought it was a drill... even after i head the words "this is NOT a drill". being screamed. i thought maybe they just had to say that so we took it seriously. then you know... the smell of fire, and fire trucks showing up was a big indicator that this, in fact, was not a drill. i was in shorts and a tshirt OUTSIDE. i was fuh-reezing. i finally mosied on over to Maddox to socialize. it was madness. pure madness, and i couldn't even call anyone to share in the madness.
in other news... i realized something today. the closer i get to real life to more terrified i am that i won't have friends. i know that sounds stupid, but i was looking at pictures of friends today, and thought "are we really friends? like still be keeping in touch after graduation friends?" i questioned it a lot. i just have a lot of casual friendships it seems like. that bothers me. i like deep, can't get enough conversation friendships and i haven't had that in a long time. sometimes i think i have it, and as soon as i feel like i can settle in, it vanishes. all this real life contemplating needs to stop because i have 2 more semesters after this one to figure my life out. i can't let it take over now... or should i. gah!
that's all i got. fires and... well just me
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